I wish I could be happy every day. I wish I could lay out all of my emotions and get rid of all the bad ones... all the sadness, all the self-doubt, all the hurt. I'm having one of those days where i want to get back into bed and fucking cry myself into oblivion. I feel so incredibly lonely at the moment. I feel as though I am going to be alone for the rest of my life. I am remembering all the pain. And I'm feeling like there is no light at the end of the tunnel. I need for someone to help me. I need to be made to feel that I am beautiful and smart and worth it. There's only so much I can tell myself. I need someone else to tell me too.
I feel like the saddest girl in the world right now.
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